It’s now ten years and three children into our marriage. I still felt like something is missing. We have a beautiful home in the country. My husband ministers to a wonderful, close-knit church family. I have a fantastic part-time job teaching where I can fulfill my personal goals and still be a full-time mom. My personal faith is strong. But still- something is missing.
Often in the busyness of life my husband and I are going in different directions. Sometimes I feel like he sees right through me. He doesn’t recognize when I’ve had a bad day. He doesn’t seem to miss me when I’m gone. If he has free time he usually doesn’t choose to spend it with me. Sometimes I look for something on TV that I think he’ll be interested in just so I can get him to be in the same room as me. I am lonely. In my marriage I am lonely.
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