Like Newly Weds Again

After a long, two or three-month lull, my husband and I are like newlyweds again.  I have been on medication, which must have really lowered my libido.  I didn’t even want to think about sex.  I had to literally force myself to go along with it.  It was strange because I had lost 60 pounds and should have been feeling very confident.  On the contrary, I didn’t want my husband to see me or touch me.  I really think someone was praying for me.  It could have been my husband.  If it was him, he sure did get his prayers answered.  I have been a mad woman lately.  It all started when I was grocery shopping and I walked by the condom aisle.  I just was just curious about the new products – like the warming lubricants or whatever.  But, I spotted some flavored condoms.  I thought, “Maybe I could spice things up a little, maybe that would help.”  But I passed by.  I was too embarrassed to pay for them.  I finished up my shopping and got in line, but I couldn’t stop thinking about those flavored condoms.  I decided I really needed to do this for our marriage.  Whatever would help me renew my interest would definitely help our marriage.